Only once did he ever throw a dollar coin in, and that was a moment.
Only once did he ever throw a dollar coin in, and that was a moment.
The warmth is lovely. The terror of investigation into my pre-teen crushes is not.
My vessel no longer commissionable to holding anything I don’t choose.
Things end. Life ends. And that feels peaceful and hopeful to me.
He wore those slippers until they split at the lip, wore down the heels to holes.
You handed me a mineral, and I still carry it with me in the daylight of awake.
“Hi, Jon,” I said. When I heard you answer back—using my name— I lost all composure. I cried, because you were one of the only ones who ever said my name with love.
I imagine I wouldn’t leave if I ever stepped into one in person. How could I abandon what has already changed me— what has built an inner sanctum from its very presence?
You blew into my mouth then, and I swallowed, because spitting seemed like an insult.
The coin says, you are paid in full and can leave here without fear and get where you are going. It is a small grace for helping loved ones cross over.