“Hi, Jon,” I said. When I heard you answer back—using my name— I lost all composure. I cried, because you were one of the only ones who ever said my name with love.
“Hi, Jon,” I said. When I heard you answer back—using my name— I lost all composure. I cried, because you were one of the only ones who ever said my name with love.
Stars burn tiny holes in the fabric of the night and I exhale, the nerves leaving me into the bottle we passed around.
As I dust off and discard old relics, they come out—anger, pain, betrayal, the remnants of broken sobs and screaming howls.
The mind is a cathedral.
She whispered it’s in us—an earthly angel, fae-word, always connected to nature, her hum rhythm inside, twinkling, magnetic.
Soft and feminine, round and full of spirit— warmth and give.
I just wanted to love, and be love. To embody it, and help there be enough for everyone.
Her words marking me as they’d sprung from her internal world— exquisitely simple reflections.
She laughed in my arms—because laughter was the only emotion allowed.
The sun was out, window open, and we sat on your bedroom floor taking in the music together.